why am i here?
am i here for you.
do i have a purpose?
is it to keep you safe.
do i have a meaning?
it makes no difference.
im useless,
and everyone knows that.
because they all tell me.
slamming doors,
screaming words.
i hear this all the time.
nothing ever pleasant.
the only pleasant thing i hear or ever feel,
is you.
i hear you say,i love you.
those sweet words,
mean everything to me.
i feel you touch my fragile skin.
its the gentle caring touch,
i long for.
after feeling nothing but alone
and scared,i miss you.
youre not always here
to protect me of what i fear.
him.
i need you more than ever
when he does this.
i need you,
and i need your protection.
and i only want your love
and caring for me.
i need you here with me.
i cry and i whisper to you
each and everytime.
asking for you to protect me,
to feel you arms wrap
around me,
telling me you love me.
i cannot defend myself
against him.
hes strong,hes hateful,
and hes drunk.
he remembers none of it.
but i sure do.
i remember everytime,
love is going going
from here...and it
everyone is going....
from here........
